Who are you...

They say a person can come into a life
for moment,a season,or lifetime.
They come to teach you a lesson
to free a part of you.
To help you attest to something or
help you stand for something.
To help you put together your puzzel.
To test your integrity!
To break down your barriers,
to help you see your light.

They can also wound you,
and break a part of you.
They can also give you heart
ache.
They can break your trust and
cause you drama.
Taunt you and misuse you.
Haunt you and lose you.

This is about the time
you want to close down.
You want to hide , you want to cry.
The thought is you may fall, never call,
and not hurt at all!
Who are You...

karma_sage

A Life found Liberation

Here is your menu, of what life offers!
I find appetizers, to tantalize my dreams.
I find a list of main courses,
of what I should expect.
A list of deserts,to sanctify my fantasies.
A list of liquors to, tempt the faiths.
A list of sides,to help me escape.

What I really find is a menu filled with
massive tests and so called illumination!

The dreams are filled with fears and punctuations.
The main courses have limitations
and are found to be filled with stagnation.
The deserts are there to fill the voids and expectations.
The liquors drown are degradation and heart palpitations.
The sides are meant to fill empty gratification!

Oh, I hope for some form, of jubilation!
My capitulation is too my faith!
A gods love may be my only affirmation.
I feel the constant ache of deprivation.
My only hope is my own form of demystification!

I ordain my continuation through pure innovation!
Have I always chose my subject to be alienation?
In my reaction I conclude my own annihilation!
Should it be that I provide my own adoration!

It may be through this initiation that I discover a loving collaboration.
Through the excavation of tests and taunts, I reveal a rationalization through my own exploitation.

Karmasage

For the Love of Bodhi Tree

Under the Bodhi tree,
I met thee!
The sacred one,who would guide me.
While I was under the sanctified tree,
I began to explore me.
With great gratitude,I began to
excavate who I was meant to be.
When I felt lost,I prayed to thee.

When I did not hear your answer,I gazed
at the bodhi tree; with deep appreciation.

Each time I embraced the tree, a great
euphoria came over me.
The Bodhi tree became a canopy
of love, which encompassed me.
I thought I could trust thee.
I learnt instead to trust the tree!
This tree amazed me and became home for me.
I thought I would find sanctity in thee.
Instead I found it in a bodhi tree!
I thought thee, was disappointing me!
Instead thee,was teaching me through
the wisdom of tree.
Thee showed me, I could find all the love
I need in tree!
Just like I could find all the love I need,
inside of me!
Because thee is inside me.
So just like you can find love in a Bodhi Tree,
thee can make love reside in me!

Karmasage

Choosing a Life on the Fringe

If I could,I would live on the fringe.
I would be brave,and would
not worry about fitting in!
I would allow myself to be adorned
with whimsical and fanciful embellishments.
I would strive to be unconventional.
I would embrace my outer limits!
I would loosen all my constraints!
I would be clothed with adjectives
such as; eccentric, off-beat,and unusual.
My voice would be strong and poetic,
and filled with a creative allure.
I would be edgy,and I would excavate
my wild imagination.
I would grace myself with the freedom,
and remove all my restraints.
I would decorate myself with tantalizing
characters.
I would delve into my emotions and share them
part by part.
I would be brave and be the scene-stealer.
I would attempt to be avant-garde and alternative.
I would choose to live my life out loud!
I would no longer choose a life,
which is self-contained.

Karma-sage

Kiss of Life

Life can be taken away at
any moment but you can
share life through just
a breath.

In one vulnerable moment
your life can be handed
too someone else. You
have to have faith in
a good Samaritan to
save your life.

In life you never know
what life may bring.

You may have to let a stranger
embrace you with a single breath.

You also may have to be the one
who gives life.

You sometimes have to take
a persons life in your hands
with a kiss in a breath.

Learn how to give Life through
a breath in kiss.

Karmasage




It takes only a breath
to sustain life.

A Father's Love

A love so unconditional.
Like I never felt before.
You always looked at me,
with genuine amazement.
With a genuine,joy.

I wish,I remembered the
affection and kisses.
I remember the moments,
I wonder if they are real.
They are like snapshots,
that are alive in me.

I feel your energy sometimes
in me. Cursing through my veins,
taking care of me.
I wonder if it is real!
I wonder if it is something
I have just created.
Wishful thinking!

I am my father's daughter strong,
tenacious,and stubborn.
With hidden joy, so immense.
With a restless heart,for some
adventure not captured.
A lust for a life not lived.

I wonder how different I would of
been,if you would of not passed.
I wonder like in fairy tales, who
I would of been.
I wounder how you may,of influenced me!
What lessons and stories you would of shared.

I know you left me with love.
Real,perceived or something I
created.
I know it is an unconditional love,
I search for.
Something not easily found or easily
given.
A trust not easily earned.
So many lessons left untaught.
So many loves not trusted!
So many dreams not lived!
Always searching! Always settling!

An expectation of Pure Love.
A place safe to Love.
A someone who, soulfully embraces who I am.
A longing for someone who understands me,
who wants to know me.

Is it you who is meant to help me
uncover that kind of love!

karma sage

Sweet Surrender

Like the breeze from the ocean,
you uplift me.
Like Love that lingers in the soul,
you embrace me.
Like the freedom one feels driving
down the wide open road,
you free me.
Like the passion one feels creating,
you stimulate me.
Like sweet,sweet music;you engage me.
Like delectable delights, you gratify me.
Like temptation, you tantalize me.
Like a deep exhale,you move away from me.
Like a blazing fire, you warm me.
With a incredible embrace,I forget everything.
With a deep kiss, you melt me.
With Love,you honor me.
Karma sage

What is great Love

Loving,demanding
intriguing,intoxicating,
breathtaking,
fascinating,desirable,
loyal,generous,sensuous,
trusting,tenacious,
joyful,spiritual,
passionate,beautiful,
delightful,challenging,
dependability, and creativity
are just a few things that
you find in a great
love!

karmasage

Do you ever wonder about

The magnificence of the sun.
The generosity of friend.
The divinity of rainbow.
The sweetness of when someone loves you.
The kindness of stranger.
The warmth of a smile.
The joy of laughter.
The significance of hug.
The melodic sound of the ocean.
The splendour of kiss.
The tranquility of the quiet.
The pleasure of music.
The harmony of nature.
The beauty of the world.
If you are able to see these wonderful
things than you are one step closer to a
peaceful mind.

Ks

Fragile

A broken heart.
A damaged relationship.
A broken trust.
A loss of confidence.

A crystal glass.
A porcelain vase.
Fourteen carat gold.
And my love for you.

When I feel your love,
I am at peace.
It is my trust that is
fragile, because my heart
has been so broken.

It has been you that
has taught this fragile
heart,that love
is possible.

Karmasage

A Precious Gift

If I had a
little blue box
I would fill it up,
with a prayer for you.
The prayer would be
filled with peace.
It would help you
live in the moment.

This box would hold a
lifetime filled with
love and acceptance.

This same box would
be filled with passion
and ultimate joy.

In corners of the box
you would find clarity,
trust, honesty, and
forgiveness.

The soft tissue paper that
protects these gifts holds
arms of calm.

In this beautiful precious
gift you will find, your
strength, your generosity,
your faith, your grace,and
what your truly grateful for.

In this gift you can unwrap
your creativity, your dreams,
embrace who loves
you and retrieve your greatest
desires.

In this precious gift
you will reveal to youself,
the best parts of you.

Karma Sage

A Loss of a Life

I feel a void.
An unexplainable loss.
A disconnect.
A shattered ray of hope!

A life,a death.
A Past,a present.
A stranger dancing in
the mist.

We share a past,no present,
we share blood, and a family tree.
But I am not sure we are family.

In context you were my aunt
who shared my blood. I did not
really know you. You were
mother, a grandmother, an aunt,
a sister, a woman,
a friend, and lover.

You had people who love
you and will miss you.

You had love, faith, pain, burdens,
and cherished memories.

I hope you found peace.
I hope your sacred family
is waiting for you.
Reaching for you.

Today you took hold
of journey, a new hope.
A new world,an adventure
with what came before.

Find your sense of Peace.

KS

A Wonder World

I feel you drifting away.
Where too,I do not know.
I feel your longing.
A longing for something
I do not know.

I want to understand
your aloofness.
Your desire to disappear.

Is it a need to escape!
To find a sense of peace!

Is it Place?
Is it it something new?
Is it a person?
Is it a thing that
enlightens you?

Are you finding your way!
Or are you on soulful
adventure.

I hope you let me know!
I feel a sense of confusion
erupting.
A sense of searching.
Are you searching for you?

Are you busy or just resting!
Or is it just a distortion.
I guess you do not want
me to know.

Do you want me to think your
only strong.
Someone who is just happy!
Do you want to portray a
sense of peace.

The things,I wonder
about you.

Karma sage

That Kind of Presence

The remembrance of child's
presence.
I feel the sun on my
face.
Look at the diamonds
sparkling in the waterfall.
Wow,look at the northern lights.

I remember the wolf
by the lake on a cliff
it stared right into my eyes
it was like we were one.

That was what it was like
when you were with me,
we were ever present. Like we
were one, like we new each
other forever. You amazed me.
You made me feel ever moment.
We were present in every moment.
KarmaSage

A Graceful Presence

I long to feel presence
that a child feels.
To feel the balance in
every moment.
To feel life's grace in
the ordinary.

I am waiting to be the
divine intervention of
my universe.
I want to marvel in
everything that comes
across my path.

I want the amazement one
feels, as you watch in awe,
this is my life.
That ecstasy you feel when you
are truly present.

I want to share it with
one who I adore and amazes
me. In our piece
of spiritual sanctuary.
Within our sense of peace.

That sense of grace you
feel, when you know this is
where you are meant to be.
We come into world trailing
a sense of grace, but it is
at this moment you know
have found grace and know why
you were born into this moment.

Karma sage

Misunderstood

He alludes you at every advance.
His plan at every attack is avoidance.
He shelters you from
ever really knowing him.

He must envision himself as mysterious!
He hides under the umbrella
that he is merely human.
You wonder if it's
his own insecurities,
his own frailities that
keeps him away.

You wonder what he is waiting for!
Perhaps for you to escape!
Have you allowed him to trap you?

You wonder if he doubts you.
Does he realize he
is breaking you.
It feels like your being mislead.
Or is he just misunderstood.

You want to capture his love.
You recognize he wants to be untamed.
He appears to want unconvetional.
Have you misunderstood.

Is it the doubt an the distrust
that resides in both us?
That makes are love fade,
or is it time and space.

How much is merely misunderstood.

karma sage

Lost but not Forgotten

I have come undone,
plunged to the ground
without lifeline.
Lost my way again.
No longer feel understood.
I feel that the gods have
tempted me, in order to
untarnish my sense of trust.
They have eluded me with
manufactured desires and
mislead me with temptations
of love.
Where is my faith, where is
my surrender, and
where is joy?
Where is the solid ground?
My roots feel like they are
disintegrating.
I feel like I am free falling
into the abyss.
I reach my had out to embrace faith.
Faith moves me into another round
of darkness, but surely I will find solid
ground, or will grow wings and fly.
I will not be tempted by dissatisfaction.
I will embrace faith and not be allured by
an illusion of love.


KarmaSage

A wild women's search
for Love

When you are in love with
wild woman you are in love with
twin souls. The wild woman
has an outer answer and inner
answer,that you must always
understand.

She looks for a mate with blind
eyes. She feels your compassion,your
devotion, your loyalty, your insight ,your kindness,
your ability to be concerned for her and your
ability to care for yourself.

She embraces you because of your ability
to learn and your capability to be curious
about how things work. She knows you can open and close.

She needs a mate who is capable of being strong
yet sensitive. Your strength is like a tree unbending
and flexible. You are capable of sensitivity,and have ability
too see around you and you are awakened.

She is in search for one who feels pain when she hurts them
and shows it and has ability to be sorry when they hurt her.
She does not want someone who gives up on her and shows no emotion.
You have ability to feel pain and see pain.

She needs someone who has an inner life,
who has love for something. A passion
and creative life.

She wants someone who shares values and she wants
to create memories good and bad. She needs to
share something deep an meaningful with you.

She wants someone who has similar values and a need
for roots and wants to share that. She wants alleviate
friction and have the pragmatics.

She needs someone with compassion and who can listen and
share communally in conversation. Someone who wants discover
an internal harmony together.

She wants someone who can laugh at themselves and assists
her to see the humour in herself. Who knows how to stop and
argument in mid sentence.

She wants a partnership which can over look faults and withstand
differences and quirks.

She needs a person who is her friend and lover.
A person who does not separate the two but integrates
love and friendship into one.

She must choose a person who makes her life bigger
not smaller.

This is the love a wild woman is looking for.
a love that is strong and true.

Karma sage

Paradise found in a Greenhouse

It is a sanctity of green.
There is breeze of liquid life
pulsating in the air.

I am surrounded by layers
of unlimited energy.
There are moist droplets of
sunshine lingering in the air.
It feels like the cool mist
generated by a waterfall,coolly
misting your face.

There is visual symphony
of breathtaking shades of green.
Vibrant notes of island colours
splashing a visual canvas.

The vision is like poetry, in motion.
It captivates your every sense.
I am engulfed with its beauty and purity.
It is literally a rainbow of greens created
by god. With delicate bright blooms that evoke
angel wings and fairy dust. Small and majestic
miracles surround me.

Each piece of foilage is like masterpiece.
The breathtaking shades of green paint
an exhilatering sensation of peace.
The vibrant blooms electrify a sensual
release of joy.

It is like the soulful moment at the
first light of dawn.
It is like being baptised in ocean waves.
It is the exhileration one feels when
they experience love for the first time.

I am energized by the peace and purity.
I am transported to paradise.

Karmasage

It seems we can never give up longing and wishing while were thoroughly alive. There are things we feel to be beautiful and good, and we must hunger for them. George Elliot