Transformation
I created a vision.
An expression of myself.
All my dreams presented
to Universe in one place.
A manifestation of what
I want and what is important.
Things I keep putting off and
have not manifested.
I want to shine and want
things to change.
I trust that faith and practice,
will create a whirlwind of Bliss.
I am open and ready to embrace
what my soul has been waiting for.
karma-sage

Intoxicating like velvet smooth vodka.
Luscious and soothing like melted chocolate.
You lavish words of love!
You trace your fingers tips around my heart.
My tears fall when you embrace me.
Like a soft cloud, you catch my fall.

Your longing to lose yourself in my love.
You dream of the desire waiting inside me.
You thrive on the love that beats threw my veins.
You want to escape and align yourself in my subtle power.
You see a soul that reflects a passion you desire.

Each stroke latent with passion.
Each moment is like ecstasy.
You push deeper to find me to help me break free.
When you penetrate inside me my juices explode.
You cut through layers of pain and savour my soul.

You have been waiting for my ego to fall away.
Waiting so shallow and certain that I might expand my ways.
Your fantasies of me sharing another, presses you to push further, in your way.
You savour my juices and in fondness, you pray!
You know I will succumb to your passion and find my way.

You undress my fears and pleasure,and you trace your fingers in praise.
You savour my lips and devour my mouth in hope that I will play.
Devout I let you push deep inside with my legs opened wide.
With lust and devotion, an orgasm slips in the way.

With callous adoration you dive deep within.
You look in my eyes and and watch every move,hoping to capture my every view.
You savour my ways; and deep and loving devotion.
You hold me close and we both find our way.
Karmasage

With great revelry I loved you.
With great trust,I revealed my soul.
With vulnerability and tender rage my passion flowed.
With little restrain and open arms I fell in.

I thought you tender and guild-ed with gold.
A creation of my making,something I longed for deep inside my soul.
Like tender Burgundy blooms, my heart ravished you.
Quiet passion evoked ,a lasting tenderness and a burning rage.
My wounded heart thought, finally love, had blessed me.
Pure and intense desire, I thought I triumphed majestically.
Sanctified in desire,a holy mystery, I dove in passionately.
I wanted you to be the love I desired, instead you broke me,and
you underestimated the love I felt inside me.
A raging pain,divulging an unholy emptiness and breaking me.

Magnifying something I created, and love I thought would never end.
In you I trusted,I thought you would embrace me in the end.
In my solitude, with faith and un-abandoned tears,I start to find the
courage to release all my fears.
No longer will I let you evoke my anger,and I will let my heart find another.
In passion and in shame, I surrender, and I believe I will find love again.

Karmasage

Love me like you used too...

Your losing a part of me.
Piece by piece, I am falling away.
Each time you test me.
I start to fade away.
Like silk on a body, I am slipping away.
Your love is bent and distorted.
Like a soft melody.

Love is not meant to hurt or break you.
Love is meant to encompass you.
Love is place where you want to fall.
Where if your broken, you mend.

I thought love was simple.
Strong, bold, and invincible!
Love is not meant to be stained with tears and broken by fears.
Love should not shame you.
It should be tender and pure.
Contained with unleashed wildness where you surrender of all your pent up tears.
Fears melt away, like snow on a mountain.
Love is meant to wrap you up, and embrace you.
Tender and mild, it helps to sustain you.
Like a deep breath, and holy exhale.
Love tends to you and whispers with sweet caresses.
Like a Map,it helps you find your way.

karmasage

Stuck

Like feet in muddy bog.
A body in quick sand.
Fear of being alone.
A relationship that has,
come to an end, and you stay there.
Years of grief, and you remain there.
Job disatisfaction.
Embracing only fear.
Choosing to worry.
A car trapped in a snow rut.
Like Crazy Glue.
karmasage

Truth

Truth is amazing thing.
It elightens and can even hurt you.
It can pave a path to peace.
It can encourage you.
It can help you find your way.
It is always something you need
to hear,even if you do not want to hear it.



Karmasage

Teardrops

Our tears are like footprints.
They are map to both joy and heartbreak.
They are an expression of relief.
They evaporate when we embrace peace.
The can reveal are pain, shame, and pleasure.

Tears are pure expression of our inner fluid
being.
They leave salty imprints of divinity
and tragedy.
They pave a path of excavation of our pain
and bring clarity to the soul.
When tears errupt they manifest our
pain or pleasure to the outer world.

Whether tears of joy or tears of pain.
We share these tears with the world.
These teardrops pave a path to humanity.

karmasage

Love Always

Waiting for love is
like waiting for rain in a drought.
We wait for it and it never comes.
If we recognized love we would find
love all around us.
Love is in the air we breathe.
In a smile of a stranger.
In the food we eat, made by loving hands.
You can feel it in the rhythm and words of song.
It can be found in kiss, in sweet words.


Love can be found in all that we touch.
It can be found deeply in all things.
Love is found in nature.
In the peace of a waterfall.
An embrace and comfort of tree.
At the edge of an ocean and its loving rythmic song.
At the top of mountain.
Looking into the valley.

Love can be found in those rare words "I love you."
But love can be found in a friend.
In your favorite pet.
In the beauty of long trip.
In the comfort of your home.
In a beautiful landscape.
Even in a windy day, when we feel free
Within a few kind words.
Under the stars and the from the warmth of sun.
In your faith.
Love surrounds us even when we feel unloved.
Because love always exist.
karmasage

Transformation
Being evolved may mean choosing
to be positive.
However evolving is about
the journey to
transformation.
Positivity does not mean never
choosing to acknowledge
challenges, frustrations, and
pain.
Positivity is the ability to
find the positive spin to life's
challenges.
We do not always go to
positive place, we breathe
and transform.
We acknowledge and express, and
discover the positive.
Positivity is journey.
Smile till you believe your
happy, does not always work.
One can not deny feelings
insecurities,and expect to embrace
the positive.
Truth sets you free and than you transform.

karmasage

Seperate and Apart

We all lose a piece of ourselves,
sometimes day by day.
We assume someone we love,will
extend out a helping hand,just
because we trust.
Instead we fall without a
lifeline, and the universe
sets us free.
The free fall continues; until
we choose to break free.

The Universe knows I am hurting,
adrift in my pain.
An angel sends a thread of hope,
to alleviate the drain.
You find all that you have to
count on is your courage and
a vice for your pain.
Than you find a shimmer
of hope, inside you, the
strength too maintain.

It does not come from an earthly
other,or playing the blaming game.
It comes from deep inside you,
a quite center, who holds your
balance and your heart, that
allows to admit your shame.
I know longer can blame
another for my empty heart,
my soul felt abandoned and
for now I am separated into
parts.

All must be forgiven,love and
kindness maintained, once
my soul becomes whole and true.
I will no longer become inivisible
but become a burning flame with
a constant light that will continue
and maintain.


Karmasage

The Path of the Heart has nothing to do with Nostalgia-or with sentimement for these two things hold us back into what should have, what would have, or could been, or what always used to be.

When truth recked your day

There was a man who chose to be positive
above all things.
He said he vowed to be positive
to all that he should meet.
He would see the amazement of his world
no matter what the defeat.
Even when his love felt bad he told her
lets choose to feel only great.
To speak only of the positve.

In this vow he denied her to feel any kind of pain.
He denied her a journey to find peaceful place.
When she spoke about her troubles all he said,
was....Ok!and left her alone instead.
For her truth, was about upset his truly Amazing life.
This ever positive man revealed to his love,
his deep need to let her be.
He did not reveal compassion,
but a loss of love instead.
He would choose his amazing day,and leave
her to cry instead.
He would sooner leave her hanging, and leave her
feeling bad instead.

She never met a positive man who would, not
have chose courage to lend a helping hand.
She had never met a man who lacked compassion,
that he would avoid a very lost soul.
Instead she found a selfish man who would,
choose to stay positive, and would avoid an unhappy
soul.
I would sooner be lost and not positive, than to lose all of my compassion.
I want to maintain a graceful place, a place where I can sustain love.
Lost is just place, I want to be in a place of grace, not just in some positive place.


Karmasage

High on a mountian top

On a mountain top an alternate realm exits.
The air is purer and the energy is lighter.
One can see life in a new perspective.
A mountain can untrap you and evoke vision.
It can make you feel like your closer to god.
It can make you believe you are at one with the universe.
A mountain can make you rise up.
It can embrace you.
It can release you.
It can help you find peace.
Karmasage

My Seven Deadly Sins...

I show my pride when I think I can do it
all alone, when I compare
myself with others for what I lack.
Where is my humility for thyself.

I show my greed, when I want my fair share,
and when I forget someone else may need more.
Where is my generosity for myself, the compassion
rather than judgment for myself and others.

I show my envy when I look at others who have love
and more and I think how lucky they are.
My tears flow when I see what they have and
they do not recognize it.
I will seek the love that is patient and kind, and
recognize how I have been loved.

I show my wrath when others hurt me and
they say I can trust them, and than they
hurt me. Instead of being disappointed
I will show kindness. I will try to show them
patience and compassion, instead of wrath.

I will no longer choose lust
that will only suffocate, my soul.
I will seek love, not lust which is
out of proportion with my worth.

I show gluttony when I try to fill
up my soul with food, and pleasure,
instead of love. I will seek out faith
and temperance, to show me the way.

I will no longer accept my internal sloth.
I will not follow and accept these sins.
I will find my zeal in heart to
follow a god's command.
I will seek my spiritual senses and not be
condemned to these sins and slip into complacency.

Karmasage

Lost

Hope is something I am searching for.
Something to remind me I am not alone.
I feel lately that,
someone stripped my hope away.
It used to be that through all the
turmoil,I could always find hope.
Lately I feel separated, from my sense
of peace.
I feel let down!
I need someone to remind me that,goodness
exists.
Something to remind me that happiness ebbs and flows,
but peace is static.
I pray today my dreams, remind me I am
not alone.
That they transform my ability ,to find my hope.
I cry today,cause I do not know any hope.
I long for faith,something to hang onto.

Karmasage

A souls' fear

I feel Powerless.
I feel shame for how,
I let myself down.
I grieve that I still
choose things that
are less worthy than
what I deserve.
That I choose loves
that are not pure.
That I stay on path
where my heart
is still closed,
to reveal all that
I am meant to be.
I fear that I
will never align
myself well enough,
to find me and the
love that is meant to be.

I know longer want
to let my past hold
me back.
Nor do I want to be
afraid of the future
that waits.
I am finally ready for what life holds
for me.
karmasage

An observation of love when broken

It is not peaceful to have someone in
your life you can not trust.
Someone who keeps you at bay.
Who envisions themselves as easy going.
However keeps there sense of control by
withholding what scares them,what they find hard,
and the things that make them truly who they are.
I have my own set of fears,insecurities,and challenges
that too sets me apart.
I find it more and more difficult to share myself
with someone who does not share with me.
I tend to want to close down when someone who shares less,
who sets limitations.
You can not make someone trust you, share with you, or believe in you.
You also can not make someone love you who does not want the same things
as you.
To find a love that works you have to share a similar values, you have too want
a similar path, a desire for commitment, and the ability too make them a priority.
I need someone who loves me in the same measures I love them.
Does not gage love on how well I love them,but that they love me simply because I am me.
I need someone understands me and attempts to meet my needs.
Someone who has sense home with me,and does run when things get hard.
Who confronts me head on, and has the sense to know I would be their when the chips fall and the knowledge to actually know what they want and to be brave enough to figure it out.
I need someone who is brave enough to share one love.


Karmasage

HELP ME FIND a REAL lOVE

I am ready for real love, now.
Where were both brave an not afraid.
A love where we both know what is important.
Where we can share freely with ease.
Where we do not need to hide.
Where we know what the other holds important
and we both do not want to withold.


I do not need tests.
I do not want to have anymore regrets.
I want love, gentle and sweet.
Someone who gets that the time we spend
together is important and that takes work.
That knows that broken promises are
just as bad as lies.
That love has to go beyond a few words on MSN.

That love entails a vulnerability.
That love takes some work, beyond what is.
Love is not hide and seek, and avoidance.

LOVE IS FILLED WITH SHARING and
does not include different rules
for one and not the other.

Love is unconditional when were both aligned
on the same path and plain.
When our acceptance and understanding
does not dismiss.
When our touch is somthing we cannot resist.

I do not want love where I wonder anymore.
I do not want a love I have to distrust.
I do not want a love that has limitations.
I do not want a love that is filled with lies.
I do not want a love that is filled with regret.
I need a love that makes sense.

I need love that goes beyond just words.
A love that is pure and peaceful.
A love not unjust.

karmasage

When Love Falls

I hoped I would paint all
my anger and hurt on the page.
That I would breathe a sense of
peace into my mind.
That I would rediscover the feeling
of love.
All I feel is a sense of loss.

I wanted you to be strong enough
to ask for what you need.
Not to be filled with sense of sarcasm.
I wanted you go beyond testing me.
I just wanted you to want me.

I thought you knew me well enough,
to not want to hurt me.
That you had some sense love for me.
I hope your need to bring up another
was your sense of insecurity.
You could of just asked me if I still
wanted you.
Instead you asked me about someone else,
should I have asked about your unspoken
desire for others or your
roommate you do not trust.

The few minutes we talk you end up
hurting me,by saying I am dishing you.
Instead say what you really mean, instead
of testing me.
Love me, say you miss me.
Ask me for what you need
but do not keep breaking my heart.

Maybe your passion for me is gone.
And all your doing is holding on.
I know if you really loved me, are
love would be strong.

You confuse me how you really feel.
Sometimes love, sometimes friend, and sometimes foe.
I do not feel strong right now, to play any games.
I need someone who is strong, and wants to be there for me.
Who does not want to put me last.
Maybe it would be better just to let me go.

Karmasage

I thought Love would guide my way

I am looking for my inner map
to guide me.
I look in and out
without a doubt, in hope
I will find my way.
I have an inner knowing
that some kind of path exists,
to help me find away.
I thought you were my outer guide
leading me to a place to help me find my way .
To my demise I found you leading
me astray.
I thought your love a beacon, instead
I found storm.
I feel lost and very forlorn.
I am sad and confused, yet still I hold
on to an inner hope that I will find my way.
I hoped your love would be the guide, to
finally open my eyes.
Instead I found someone who appears to want to
hurt me ,in some way.
I wondered why you held on for so long, if you
did not care.
Was it some sorta sweet revenge?
All I wanted was your love
and instead I got someone who was afraid to be mine.
You always knew I needed more and not just a
friend.
You lead me to believe a lie.
Now I know why I have lost my way, cause you lead me astray.
A test perhaps?
What is sad that I am not the girls that hurt you...I am just girl
trying to find her way.I allowed myself to believe in love once
again.
Now I know I lost my way, in the belief love would guide my way.
KarmaSage